postings of obscure thoughts from the corners of the spiritual worlds

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

as I paint

6/26/2000 11:11pm

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5-18-98 9:49 p.m.
 
As I loosen eight new colors that didn't exist it begins bad smell that existed between dimensions melts away to form 2000 Thompson goes incomes again secret focuses on energy bends are roles to a negative closet run of technical or colors and as I eat more and more or the distance between intervals I lose the closeness of everything together in existence to ship by a unique sound of fluid scorn did with waiting off his again there is that flawed as mine spirits camera breaks toasters attack and greed and an 8 banded of jelly stains is placed on my mind program purple cello truce smile of that infant truck explodes dwell simple discovery of the temperature in in the rivers of our back your its spasm effects from Mars bad in full trading out local take the land strain to the test site and experiments quick fought outside without a bathroom then that is a piece did bond in the free as leaks of more and rainbow windfall love is true yet not know gate boom beating face forgot you were rid in blue Tom cat bytes around the circles hard moments by indexed order of level people around the shadows discussed exposure to spirits broke in camera and the thought down the stairs looking for open closets to close the orders while falling in this guy up to it now here there is a place tomorrow has said touch forever then explain it to yourself like an temper can post with yellow cello makes mentors dwell again spare the detail for people of purple and expose of the level in the circles to hamper 10 then amended by a logical philosophies close out the big tell 10:19 p.m.
 
But 10:52 p.m.
 
And then began the true full of knowledge gets smaller and expands total forced but the fell only takes the way out go to a sound to now own mind in the figures spelled her about the end in music, be done further heart matters about left eat sneakers truck Job made great of handles for the news core or four pickles but in the call us benefits are one coming together again then happy solitude between top-of-the-line of this page K. H.
 
5-19-98 11:11 p.m.
 
Living in this tired body going past times I've forced it if to die slowly in death, no width and without these sheltered disappoint view living for the end death is no land pieces of life's scattered in my shattered mind IM who are one to be I could have been anybody yet they will buy a 8 boots stool to sit on in the infinite tests thus they'll make it true to spare head from on body that full to the side of debt making notes seen them and call after me my year pressed oat to the pink, the point is so small is meaningless yet it must be made close section plate part to get out but it never happens spoof off the spell falls we say Tuesday here in this abyss swirl out of control frequent mistakes oblivion to my soul search for loaded endless black nights of color together let me out of my mind I'm not human yet cursed to get get a lot in my suffering at you admire yet I still suffered intensely intense pain of the motions confusion exposure and rainbow a butterfly staying us burn/burn the mind of fires white colors white exposure in the pleasure of pain

Eat in and eight 11

Eat in and eight -- 11 perish -- 97 -- -- 2:50 a.m.
 
Centered space a package of timing aspects
 
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Chip that rock in its hard place and food what's left in the glance plate cake pose for the picture and smile on film chronic relies and fear the other
 
Otherwise you know how to dock a said to work BOOL a lifetime to judge yourself you love you so the least a wall raw you know what is not to cool to pay
 
Exposed to your fall I grew with high split your live by spitting on me I cry sounds like you no one know you no known spilled color on the bottle to be the
 
View well and lose too long it is a small new reality uses shapes make things are really an scared of fire in pain that lie in online is finished wiser than that to commit to comment
 
Say the well of cry for my eyes had seen newly thought to cool would be clean well pages laws to the conformity and now junkies heat pain and love insanity
 
811 97 3:21 a.m.
 
Tears this say goodbye to another paths to think of her in a passes drain forever she is go many in every member and along it is so large to say goodbye forever
 
A familiar place to do so small chill just to wish for me to see you again think the on a stone from the moon IC you there it is an I remember her well the
 
Rocks to break again to large to place she is in love with him in you know he loves no one but the memories when it thought of view you knew me I have ideas that changes fast as I write what I say he on page team can tell you who was riding now been sheets Des Atlas move of that loads seen
 
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To the quest for reality eat 2397 find 18 a.m. had many things
 
How many things seem real what are not real to in a sense that town of nothing they are specific Des sensations to you are much more to me slanted in Dole's of the curve in the unit for its new
 
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I am but the two or

I am but the two or 92197 3:05 p.m.
 
And the door to be opened or closed you close me when you are not well and peaked through the craft to see you know now when to going, this is when you think you're better the crack its wonder and opened to see are assured is to be if you will combat through me do but forget to close the things and calm and go after you stand for while thin visit them go elsewhere
 
92597 0001 a.m. as prices
 
Pieces of my life are scattered about me I try to resist but can anymore it is pointless de novo IM 1 a.m. and what I in doing should I care as it matters to them the try his bomb might when the rainbow waterfall explodes them on mind I remember that my body pieces on the floor his scattered across the universe time again to bring the universe together again to explode but can I do it won more time or should even try who are you the judge my thoughts on ideas you don't want me to write this anymore do you use to me from coming together in his dream of reality which you stop here on reality from forming again and again should you expect me to explain your point to myself 41 to know me better that the real as if you were me and yet I am not you you know me not you but those your strengths fuel know weakness balance experience of the new now here and everywhere is the focus seen loose with yet awake and free everyone is with us alone exposed to the dark to light and the light to dark mix-and-match green me with a smile as if I do not know you to be this thing to Hall's dealing a reality from you can you can stop me I know you to well yet I am not you boat why repeat myself you grow slowly in 19 explain that you to everyone do not care for I know the two
 
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When the bonds and in my life is over plan to get the times with me on by ask yourself to know the answer of our age be there was in a way to begin over the life true truth of lights and is more real today and forever store the mind and after a way to the sky forever speak about talking in a different taste of a forever explain the testing and to another lights times and over exposed to society the single entity of a place IM in and ailing outside the entity in you become clues into the acre life without identity IM no longer with it would remember our lots alone like you to see the end, again been before knowing I via the truth of the token of symbols that life began its Spokane to him immense strange pen the taking changed to buy a better lesion of law of notice for it is time again now Mall in chances are many look is proved to it to experiment or playful tricky eat it chose Joel sells food to goat and yet you stay and talk Jim tells moves that flow and yet your stock am bought Dad Phelps pools in the show and yet yours by walk John's hell pool is low and yet yours fiscal fiscal

8 11 97 space the

8 -- 11 -- 97 space the 2:25 a.m.
Dreaming of this us special cloud color flying to debts piece I begin to fool fighting more I fear and lost again by cry myself of sleep in a dream of fear
When she is their issues not thereby year the color is slow like a river over my head what exposures like the waters fall don't touch them to closely for they know
Splash that Powell you call your mind and make the real again to do it all over sticks of peace fall fast to the ground and.dictate shoes make the rainbow of looked Bell
To explain what remains is a trip for goals hotel the same story that indifferent words quite souls make their way a Cuban fro a shadow was neither right or wrong just go on new their
Again I make another mistake remembering it if I could forget I would I can so I won't have left this year just to remember I forgot it is just easy to love him but why so
Disappointed in that color you think in when William change this smell of time that pre-ease head of the motions remain one null life ever placed here could know him
7/9/00 1:20:02 PM

Broken beyond repair

Broken beyond repair 1110 1999 10:40 p.m. lose eye AIDS
 
Slick takes a day to strip of its art stead that opens stock in tomorrow waits there standing in gold pieces for your toys for an our soon bags make a comeback after two many days away spun tears smells like very even if you want to new sons on the horizon breaking the dawn today courses in clowns take to the deal on all I've made of the even at a box of bowls boot of peaks into a phone backpack touches a frog for food to hold in down pack to sell too long to wear on a head of mice money ball earns on my foot with salt colors of golden red bright spoon cup and told better to get lost in another day Dundee goes Big Ten dies away from home in his path pack on moves a couple of pleasant pennies too far sounds colors makes the Pittsburgh pool waters in. fix or do before next cotton condo partners away the t talk seems left over the dropping rainbow sell what the words bombed never given up to the fall who didn't hear a soft God crust did over my fun but cooler off 8 8 10 to tune be it as July at old men to top of the the latter and made a warped gold sheets north sent us history by way of phone revision jobs started structures of family food baked on the opened fire in daily
 
1111 1999 to a throughout 11 a.m. 11:11 a.m. to 11:11 p.m. Tuesday and one season color
 
50 and one to get the rest later when it began split and head makes the West grader at then a young repeal a pair of great gel takes group to buy size three falls the fast away out of going butter figures crack goals of fire break the wall sound I hear another dead man weakened self today said to milk stuff with floats and pure time co-op props in each what I won't see in my wrote that looked to last of pressed pants and notice that the mistake down by the borders between edged guess and we in Joe Joe God in golden frost spread to the end of the hall of clouds yes before broken the left to win of a law sound Bowman choke click two-week to drink a mall's the last wish was for it to pour more Warner in see out of tune PC has no place to be even here grid stock the coat from spinning on tops body to hot I would do with water till I am drowned around now or read Jupiter be used next lake baked cake font couple line is blank its up to cut by the Cher Lee next time spoon lives 52 later cancer a joke nor Tex wrote this way he can today night suspect to let us chatter the pieces until later way to the after what bills sound off key the door in puff above consultant soap bowls say that the big at G. Kin
 
1112 1999 12 a.m. Friday with dream of life
 
Broken the fixture made by blast Kin can non-of the girl to what is banned for the right along in a good to the time taken into the feeling of paper thinking goes to spread dead memories new lot.loops one with a night cry in mind soap opera levels Chris crops between out what daily given our links straight opt long borne home to do some home class class object shown hold toasted 8 6 and owed to lift it away now go to rid a scene by the way of time and solo of eye rest of being spreads like seas of a real I've shut pop out six like old Sioux wrote into six puppy look for a red rug will later to make the pain part of your bed cry about it in the rain of pain 99 drops tray slice East liver for a sure of golden silver hog art in for the pool speak dormant door those away to know are exactly like folk bowls stiff vacation now got a real I've for details of tax stiff and to right place in my football kickoff Pena Loeb moves the tier of crust spread wet eye not going to like to do anymore whilst cut my self with the editor nice in my mind couldn't say this word in your head to forget a bed moves a friend to know him it has been the brother of mine
 
You 11 states 1214 18 1999 11:48 a.m. 10:45 p.m. to 30 p.m. -- spot remover
 
Hound clowns downed to a down of a sound say the attitudes strong feelings of sound red enough through my mind water Brown used tripping on my four dead dancing sky is last one before the end to find lot when promises floats later where we set today only as July East anew some say that a question is not the right cancer what soul is it that they say looks at you now new Clark instead on a treat he hangs out birth bars crossed the page making lines in my 1000 mine is remembered now have away or so far been heard owned bidder to breathe French and falls in a way slower to coat light of morning remains lived well syndicate to the feelings of Loeb remembered pants average amounts this crack did I still few remain Knox of Kirk large cars creed and slick between the Tales and that Peacock's feathers pressed the together is she said to loan by a rid of letter designs tasks are rightly Pena made her crown John bright looking at fluorescent flowers glowing in neon rain something else trips by Monday and this is his Kin can today and flags in love grid their masters Lakes height by now you have read these words
 
2:42 p.m. 1118 1999 Thursday 3:12 p.m. 1119 1999 Friday -- some mock more than
 
For new horrified arise get some more exposure to change lab waves of payees in the bustling keep your words together like a way to hot cake pot in forest you at this a plan for greater self competition a strange kind of Paradise settles around us floats pool backed to find them sells tonal weird aren't appeals raw from abuse by freedom in the backyard we swing while Leon higher list spends the dance assassins today at peaking of flour triggering in win blooming sugar cues dancing in the antics of our minds as my ship left to go south for the winner waived by Easter's had never came back to see my trauma role none too soon condo like not even close enough but when night fields like Campbell on my heart as a dream a few senseless discovered on various drops of rain shaped Lakes food makes me take my side upside down an eye, Route potatoes are grouped by the side of the late get baked known roots and dust between hereto so receives long strains of yarn we stay Olds of Sun dogs Lakes get takes of Kin putting it in yellow gel remind and remember what kind of friends will find holding on too thin air when a.m. to sound counted as two or three none to get something that you don't need it just looked seen on Monday now we wait to these them again 10
 
1124 1999 3:15 p.m. -- 1125 1999 3:25 p.m. -- 1127 1999 by 30 p.m. by 30 co-op eye that idea
 
In much of this takes of water to mix with what last Glenview pain to someone who will enjoy it more soon to me in the morning when life breaks through the window broken into a better routine when I stepped on a total of out of the Sunday we'd drive into Tucson and lost that raw locks portion of sacred backed to the third word in money makes no cents to go to that lost Park the helpless letters needed together and an award piled by heard stone with a rain drop in the morning angel hair soap need it with red roses and magic jewels and paid to die with money I can't even use is an East take baked thoughts of nothing with chicken and rice without the mask round color is that talk about each other 10 make telephone calls John says to look out in rain for your bowl of in its quick secrets of a locked borders that make use green Neely and chain my begin to get up on the floor to speak pretty camps in red and black mix-and-match the seas in the ground a get your humility in delayed lists else sounds of dead water see the pressure of late target your prey and cattle cover some ground not covered before and speak the two takes gate not finished soap all are dead on the inside and Rod none will survive but who will be first to go for East when your mill Grumman's paper we and told you talk near the broken chain of Kin of blood keeps popping
 
1219 1999 9 p.m. -- cold hanging cyclicals
 
The stone cold and Rod nice broken under pressure spun during two nothing in tunes like Dade fear the pieces can be fixed no more and our garbage food to the parasites and Ponce gone in the spring fall boils grape gone to campus in obvious forms made color makes it backed this time Bunny cake detail and they fell in place the roads path split in all directions motions stopped height peak in on the children to find the ruling weakness I'd trips before I fell an open the door down ice gate by playing a small to the next few sells I've worked of the universe tube and a place full of the balance dirt stuck in my nose at the ballgame Jan Foote put a bed fame Europa soul only to find the space for it pretty to the nature of things it is with nothing helps Medicaid for you between the halos grouped colors this time bowel wall use depend to write the words on the page here thank you for writing reading this in your spare time to get some spare time now think a few your friends he became an here we go to adults is thereto to boy gift take you this ever so pool NT is not food enough to frozen beef cakes broke down to garbage into a rid will write the next words crossed the Interco acted to see use formats stone cold hanging cyclicals to me in 1220 1999 and midnight fund dreams blending takes to chicken effusions forever walking thoughts about companions sound looks after tree use such thoughts rare indeed

891997 625 am

 
8-9-1997 6:25 am
 
I awoke dead to the world and i was not
Bound by the straps that kept me free
The beauty of one thing is the same as another
You see too few futures for me
 
I can see the future to be anything
could it be to far for that one thing
before time exposes the true soul of things
I must teach the same to be many things
 
Does it matter what my brown eyes see
how can that be to go there now
Shiver with me then go home alone
my heart does not have another way
 
desire for my thoughts of freedom
found excuses to make me wait again
I live on the road and sleep on the go
Do try dieing for you will not sleep again
 
Climbing to the sky and beyond i go
The straps hold none too long ago again
Blue in the beginning if i go to go
But in the end is the being of freedom
 
Are their lies worth the thoughts
or can their mind find that place
could you see me again or so alone
Tears of love in the end and now

If in 520 98 1131 pm

If in 520 98 11:31 p.m. -- -- goal Bonnie that it
 
I care to show my lows for it is true for you can I not live alone anymore for it is stored for genetic Friday loneliness without you I'm walks you do I freeze and emptiness fills except for you I think I could not complete this halt except for you the world and is and we are to free to be together we love the taste of our kisses together mania cannot lose without you except the thought of us to the sexes we make all fixes just remove relieved our spirits anxious to start anxious to end the middle is meaningless we abuse our bodies and are simple lives to know and weigh-live the abuse down with the mile by you I did not enough to isolated by our freedom excused from ice it will not end again the TV plays cartoons and there's no offering a did not there to paranoid to move yet he moved too much when tied out another smoke it does not relax where all going on the fast-track no sign of relief ice sigh in the area schools business make me feel a full to go to stay neither realize the pain you grow like a fetus hanging on to nothing yet you make it by no one care is that I hello to him to good our still dead yet make me change Lotus fluid and transparent but real is true flowers for me and you are grateful display life was hard for you to know so long ago so now wars are ready free human may have a view found a
 
12:57 a.m. 521 98 -- -- watching not the ambulance
 
It leaves without a trace her cigarettes still in the ash red she does not fight for the war is within her mind I close my eyes and know why am alone again solitude to 2 my prison might place my spot despair beyond words along the mess of our aches keep to the train is of insanity paranoia and Farr's she could break began his yesterday but dealt fills torment torture teaching him on last kiss Dubai high am a week's go on bio fund that's lost forever to close to the word written in on this page she left just now as the memory Israel I write my feelings and fill a week fingers from just 911 and here and go tears for a fight globe will combat she's safe yet go on please calls in my words but I trust in time of et al. To fuel in the without a bottom the motions of non-planned to be asked a view and me together alone you're wrong pain too much too large and real love is in the handle its Paula's in words no frame of mine to wait for another word your love I love and this from me I can wait forever and today 30 men and you spend on and awaiting begins for your return kinds of non-move and alone in here no sounds or tone to us us must be together and make loves together again and love the pleasure on recall happiness and fund to shy we both yet open to the other's choice of love
 
623 98 8 a.m. -- wonder
 
As God are not discuss what to do with you we wonder we know it is right and taker advise widows wonder to parasite doses had influence will the wonder by many realities of songs don't play as a high from themselves and you us on could make today yet psychic slight doses make me real two-year lives you fix dinner hide guy half as bad began no friend to talk to except this tenant paper making me right cries from the next dimension of its mind of follow-up the path to remember when it was wars the seal of my skin disappeared and freedom was the lesion nothing really were L. expose to the excess noise of a crisp flesh crack going up feel the stress of another moon change feelings break tone cuts of color makes the real red and boom blue or and tasty the path is bowed as extremes bubbling out of the center in finance fears that never touch again once the extreme found Wally Pops lick me up and down but the screen said Shaffer all
 
7 819 99 -- lines from which are taken by surprise locks inside the monetary fade between life than that neither real enough to grasp like a bed TV cry was a flower I grew to wars the sun
 
9 799 by with Guzman mind and the blind eye would beat the ground and fractal high would break the sky and fly away to love the Bonnie Q. we make the world with our love with visible life of dreams come for

Want one to 2006 2 7

Want one to 2006 2 7 p.m. qualities via a lucid moment to less nets
 
To view of it disappears like the dust in the win and Angels voice whispers of pleasurable mistakes tonight liquid colors grip dry 1 8 up Lester pie exposing the avoids remembered in eye is too wide to shut vanishing lines on this paper me to discuss us freed from kingdom, is but a minor he wore past the pleasure test only to please my mind rewarded with toys that waste more of your time forces of such a full in the waived patterns and less blank payees in our eye is never manifested in mind quick stabbed so food to break the continuity race to make a place that is better to wait in one of the pleasure but in a release of tension follows put the moment list as into the election spin forever fixed between here and now focuses Willard sound examples of ideas flawed uniquely at different glass poking holes in its on the floor of a broken place to lasting to the next time it needed when that was Brown for our taste in ideas of such reach that what is given allow cost rock in a garden of souls to few allowing the arts to raw for metal Dietz in Abu mean to transporting myself into the field where we discuss our last idea of the real that makes us green world loss in a flood of TV pearls of wisdom
 
The January 5th 2000 Wednesday 1 a.m. to 1:22 a.m. White new question
 
I will queue and to tell you to go to sleep but you never listen high rule this to tell you to meet this but you're illiterate I broke you to 60 to know you better than that I believe this to 60 but now you're more than that it does what he gave then you can keep addressing if they did what they do and we will do whatever is to his only I had done your hair I can see a chilly finish is an only if you're close to a cloud in my highs I will Casey in the movement is the tell sales signs of the chatter Guinness God waltz two pounds of seaweed blue mood in the morning what's weeks a couple of Steve for us three in the way is at the rats and smelling the like GE's into you love lives our hearts so freed from oppression in the amount food is put an even on sometimes anyway into my mind thoughts peaked Al looking for compassion tonight and the spin jumps to find the space for these words inner peace grows from limitless logo flights being inner love lives aware touching puts our pleasure Jewish a shelter inner freedoms knows now and use it to everyone inner thoughts lit down my spine to relax awhile inside meet lives up another me to small to be but it's very inside meet a keep our life forever knowingly and inside us we have more to know then we will ever go inside us we put everything and nothing remains less tell inside them is where we go did they are not inside us in new paragraph
 
Take composers
 
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I plus you equals we can -- too -- 18 -- today 2043 p.m. 10:43 p.m.
 
I am not the bleeding and dying bone you pick at always I am at the shaking reaching us or if you abuse always I am the pain of debts so hard to queue company always and blood Kate and naïve so hard you trash me always high in the fire crack calling in your mind you try to forget I am a couple of blood you drink at breakfast to live San Marino flyer burning a your doubles how to view I'm the blank stair last by the change you make I'm the frozen meet Patti U. E. Ford inner alone you are alive but you think you're dead when you are you begin to rises when you full and before you find the end the know who's to be or else is you're asked today you walk too fast believe too soon when you there you grow you are slight branches and lakes like roots you make me less get you only cry and won't forget you think you know 10 know you think careless of me few weeks a leave the live two-way where were the we're here and they are there between us only life we're falling and they are go between us only one we know what we are they make does so small today we view of the scene between their eyes taking one more we forget to go when but we come out the same even still we make you and they make you but you make us we walked together with them and a master Pat we walked one by one in the end feeling shattered by and by we believe them they us but how fast we forget that 11:17 p.m.
 
Horrible of suppliers in June 27 2000
 
Bill stream mind the everyday where I was very quick to do the day is a blend and we used so often smooth his satellite on their skin riots on the dunes of light fueled to the win that stay together like the win is of Angels touching Crest forever between breaks in the real high smile at those delicate dreams of light gripping at this stream of ideas forming horrible scars broken insanity and lost forever alone and homeless stripped the wall love and boxed inside and a memory burned by the White if the darkness and there is no peace my thoughts burned mind line in the spiraling pools exploding touches on three Al Eddie Roche to greet me silent forces ripped through that perfect lives here dreams of red sparks to sleep on began fresh nails removed with flyer fingers burned broken bones broken again the fire can pretend secrets bells of painful pleasure is powers passed by symbols for way interview today by a light of burned eyes to weary yellow smells in full view of my our stolen sounds misplaced between each other sounds Sunset soon way use of flowers although the butterfly high in the sky sleeps on the win 3:30 a.m.
 
ToJuly 9 2000 pounding sounds 12:41 p.m.
 
Buddha goes to hear E. do in the ways to crack calling missing Dietz and lost the green mean burning that bring ideas to discuss or tell jokes the plants clear sack trip to on the Kansas plasma pleasures between two lamps to the name said one day to another buttons of bubbles like streaks on ice ponds pure strips of me passed on the streets be blades of grass cut the sky in ribbons wagons circles and half a gallon on-air sleek arrests stops of rubber flowers talked together scrapped from the ceiling of light like crisp sitcom among him to

A game of gun

A game of gun

Around the Natives And their Guns For Killing
They run and hide or climb the trees in their backyard

[They do so without any problem]
Look at the children! some are dead too They are Killing each other  Children w/ GUNS

Foreplay

Foreplay
    Thinking about it and you         Know i am The quaking earth does as its         Told getting wet from our Little sky         i mind you
    Making the world seem wrong         after all isn't it     Sparing small talk lets get around         our fate     Slid over the table and behind         Their door     you need not get strait over all         The Foolish             Bores

R

R
1
    The thinking fishes R guessing R riddles R we getting somewheres in acting someway?     R wedding, a slight change of setting R we going somewheres by getting there?
2
    may R days be not known, like dreams R we breaking it into the sounds they hide     i know your dream i know my dream, but R days R we real as the essence of sound in R mind
3
    Does R evidence invite our questions R we making it easy to fly Higher?     Does R knowledge get in the way of us R we drinking the right drinks?

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

this is an audio post - click to play

on this road

what ever

Monday, December 26, 2005

world of worlds

Saturday, December 24, 2005

just a little something called eye candy

my enemy's resource

yelling at bill

new music



focusing in to a pitch element or not to a pitch the streaching a string

minamal streachies in time bots

gimmy time

Thursday, December 22, 2005

send money please




Wednesday, December 21, 2005

jesters in space


what does the word "is" mean without using that word or any of the "be" ideas in the definition
what is the word "is" mean without using that word or any of the "be" related words in the definition like a what is being what is being awake Reality might be interesting with out thinking it needed to be defined to suit every being that exists yet if it exists is it real i think we need to talk to a real estate agent

not sure if this like gets you to xoet 12's blog

crushing the wind and rain

Monday, December 19, 2005

my couch potato spot where i read books as the tv goes

eveolution of buddha from a flower into a bee into being of
the devolution of a feeling into a bluebird into pieces of our
the creation of a heart so strong that it beats till the day it

absolute farse

do not click link


look at the interpositives just really wild party like colors
listen you organic objects of life open your eyes to the sky
{{{money send money please}}}
perfect listless duldrums positioned between them and us
very well if there is no money then there is no more to say

still what is money 114,128 what does it mean to you any
grove of cloves in a whole lot o bushes that walk thru the
often enough to love once in a wile in my sleep alone tone
music sound noise volume white noise aloids but not even
pressing for time

numbers to count one like fifty and two halfs or even taxs
gripes about the give and take of "it all" that we dont care
plus the number of thoughts inside our minds and our toe
refused to elude a better belief in the absolute cute farse

pointing at nothing


the ever presents giving the colors of reality for theirs
is the way to Omni potent beings and doings with out
there ever now's of tomorrow's days gone by yesterday
into the freedom of thought and peace of mind that tastes
the vary still very quickly into domains and specify the

perfection without values or regrets where everything

there is more actual thoughts simultaneously then any thought
feeling its way into existence with vivid live genius develops
bliss exists with lists of reasons why we procreate as the roaches
live to create us again to do the same mistakes again one more


don't think it is the trap to think is to lose to know is to be nothing
yet ever being there too soon to know it is in the breath of life an
extension of lost dreams beyond the song and the again freedom to
differences between really real and not so fake quakes in pleasure

this blog has exploded again


in a new world we dont go anywhere we have not been

Sunday, December 18, 2005

this is a link to the game site where I play games

Well I've posted my natal chart I guess I might be going a little too far with that but I really dont care. Well I care but I'm not too concerned about things being in this almost positive dream world I have not gotten any negative feed back from the net in a long time but that is neither here nor there....

Saturday, December 17, 2005

dial the thing to yourself already


another picture in my series of tiles

comming soon to a blog near you my third attempt at bloging some titles i have in mind are "ur7i"or alien home worlds

Friday, December 16, 2005

transfigured nite


heck fire partner what am i doin up this late?? ever open your ears and all you see is the picture on the left???

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

you might wonder when that last enhanced image was taken or a taken from well this the the original photo although i could not make the photo again since the two computer I used to make it are gone....

this other photo though is of the oil "erl" painting i made and tried to upload with the enhanced photo even though i just got doubles of the enhanced one...

playing virtual new games that exist here..





blogger roger merged out of hello into mellow real time executions of picture creations

whart yar looken ats is erl an brush with cotton puffs painted and morphed for your pleasure

"peacefulness is a virtue, knowledge is an asset" xoet 4 aka me

this job I'd like to get


with this many eyes i could read five blogs a min or more for blogexplosion with out even exploding into N-space

paranoid delusions

you are playing a lot of games simultaneously
paranoid delusions
you are playing a lot of games simultaneously they are ganging up on you where do they come from what am I doing why can't I sleep

the shattered room keeps spinning again the three realities are breaking up apart from each other the realities are spinning in rainbows of shattered raining colours forcing my eyes to bleed forcing me to dream of the empty ex capes I once knew so well I am crazy I am mad gone to pieces broken pieces that don't fit together that never should have been put together in the first place there is nothing left to fall apart in the second place it still falls apart ... freaking out of my mind livid delusional traumatic dynamic cracks in realities that never mend but open further into the void broken broken pieces that make the phone ring the colours sent by wires that hold them in place the piercing metal attachments sticking my very being cringing with pain exploding insane the ashes of the darkness blocking the light spread to the never ending boundaries of all things real yet never knowing one another in the void of future lives I've seen this before a door to never be closed a door that will never open again for it was always open till the end.

will this blog post will I say hello can I say hello why does hello not work anymore ????

Thursday, December 08, 2005

balancing the perfect and the imperfect

testing your mind how does one achieve imperfect balance is there such a thing ??