postings of obscure thoughts from the corners of the spiritual worlds

Monday, October 31, 2005

Showtime picture by Gail E Sauter

I have found something new in life at least a description of something I've done but not know how to describe other than saying I painted outside in the air.....Plein Air...... is defined as just that and is used to describe how a painting is done just the other day I used a word thinking people would look it up if they did not know what it meant and now I have found myself doing just that just before I was about to email the artist I may still email the artist but that remains to be done so it just might not happen as things are I plan to study her site in hopes of creating similar works in the future...... Yes that is her sites link as the title of this web log entry....... So I guess I must send the email to her.......

the number 214 comes to mind now

I've been doing pastels since eighth that is weird the way we spell eighth just looked up what it reminds me of

Main Entry: Ei·gen
Pronunciation: 'ī-g&n
Function: biographical name
Manfred 1927-  German chemist; awarded (with Ronald G. W. Norrish, George Porter) 1967 Nobel prize for chemistry for developing techniques for measuring chemical reactions

from the Merriam Webster On line dictionary thatAOLlpeoplel can use when they want to

aaaaaaaaahhh such commercialism

of courseIi found the site by looking up the words "just for now" in the google web pictures section and it lead me to Gails site but I like the "Showtime" pastel work better the one above "Just For Now"

Mid blog crises

on a second thought there is no way to say what I have to say so I will not say anything but that would just be too redundant absurd and intangerinable then number twenty the number twenty-one the number twelve, twelve, then there is the twelve valvules of Isis and the thirteenth day of the year when all hell breaks loose from its foot hold on paradise need not the divine be inter-twerined between paradise and the heathen it knew so well begiled alive into the pit of linear two dimension circuit boards that scream to go three dee forty five echo cords closer connections quicker elixers of tonic sonic sounds abounded by the sky as we get small intoo few words to effortlessly display the arrays in trimentions and exemptions pre-redemptions where ever we really want to think karoosed by lies and triceptions void of false tempo bistortions curtailed into another structure where the doctor of confusion is an illusion the delutes the view of forever ...

Sunday, October 30, 2005

hey frank Im out of the hospital again

Frank, Linda
went into to the hospital on Sept. 11 2005 for them to remove my infected hardware that was in my ankle and cure the infection, well that happened, it took till 10-27-05 but they were able to do it the thing is they gave me a second infection via the deep IV they put in my arm(PIC line) where the original infection was getting its antibiotics delivered to this second infection caused me to have fevers and chills seizures black outs a fever of 105 degrees and an irregular heart rate of 150-140 beats per min give or take a randomness making it irregular in other words they almost killed me heck i thought i had died
Once the second bacteria was under control and gone my heart rate slowed to 40 at nite due to the heart meds they had me on but now still on blood thinners and heart meds im out of the hospital doing well the real question is could this be malpractice and possibly a law suit some ppl say yes oh and does our Lawyer buddy Dave handle cases like this ??? that is if it is a law suit and such????
if you want you can forward this to him and ask I've lost his email address and lost contact with him also....
"On this edge of the multi-dimensional realities there is life but it is not real yet."
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universal time during the age of new physics

most awareness Most awareness occurs during sleep then there is the waking awareness that seems transparent at first… then slowly it takes shape into what we want it to be but where does the awareness come from? Why do we have to shape it to our likings? Would it not be better if it were to just develop randomly without and within ourselves? Where do this questions come from? Who is asking them in my head or are they from your head that makes me want to write them for you to see and read and think about?? We know the answer and we know all the answers before there are even questions to make the answers justified!!! We know because we are in your head reading your mind know what you will do next and what you would never do and what ever you do don’t think we haven’t done it before because we have that is what I write about here in the blog of blogging bloggers don’t you remember reading this before I am sure you do because we remember typing it before just because

Sitting on a perch getting ready to join in the conversation a precipice of life the edge of space and mind bending and blending into the void leaving all doors open….. the bugs crawl into our minds because they don’t need the key to open doors that never get shut pleased with the ever falling ideas that… only explain the end not the beginning for we only what to to to but we have done all that before and are doing it all the time being here hearing this same song in my head

Chemical change in the waters of our lives the dust settles to the ground like rose petals falling from the sky into my eye into my mind I breath the same as Jesus breathed I see the same things that have always been things are real again